I find it hard to come to terms with the fact that I suffered a Traumatic Brain Injury. Conceptually I can see that there are several things lacking in the way I operate. I know that this is not a bad thing, it is showing myself that I have come a long way, but in all reality this is just the beginning of my life. I am only 26 years old and I have all of the world set out before me. So now I just have to accept the fact that I am in a program for people who suffered Traumatic Brain Injuries. I know its not forever but patience has never been a strong suit of mine. Even before I was very impatient about every aspect of my life. I know that there are things I need to change in order to have the life I want and I just need to be present in my body and not tune out people because its the easy thing to do. I know that my parents and my aunt and uncle care about me immensely but I have thrown it in their faces with my past actions.
So I am looking forward to going to Dubai on the 18 of December, 2016. I don’t know exactly what I will be doing but all i know is that I will be with my family and that is all i care about.