Today is a good place for me to state how I feel in the job that I have started. I feel like I have a purpose in life once again. I know that in order to see the results that I want I have to give my full effort and not screw up. I think that having a good support system has helped me immensely and I want to thank my parents and my aunt and uncle so much for everything that that have done and continue to do for me. I hope everything will work out in the long term but I cant know that they will. All I can do is work my hardest and put forth the most effort I can to improve my life. I know that there is so much that I want to do in life but I cant get ahead of myself. I need to take things one day at a time. I used to take each minute at a time but I think that I can take things a day at a time for right now. So right now I am making a conscious effort to make the best with the circumstances I find myself in. In order to be happy and love life I need to do the hard steps to achieve the goals I have. Living for myself is what I need to do, not living for other people like I have in the past. I know that I cant make everyone happy, I can only control my own happiness and in doing so I believe that other people will be happy with the steps I have taken to improve my life.