Above anything else I want to be happy. There are certain things that I want to accomplish in life, and in order to do so I have to put in the hard work. I know that now and would rather than put in the work because it will make the payout so much sweeter in the future. I used to always take the easy way out of everything and that was a character flaw of mine and being able to see those things in myself hopefully I can make changes. If I want to excel in life I know that I need to stay clean and sober. That will be easy for me since I have no urge to do drugs. Maybe smoking pot every once in a while is something that I will do but I definitely don’t want to get sucked back into that lifestyle again. It is so draining being an addict and I don’t want to go back to that life. So now I need to fill my time with heathy activities and hobbies so that I wont be bored and get back into drugs.